Another day..another photo
Well, before I put in my photo from yesterday and today (sorry I got lazy) let me just regal you guys with some thoughts.
There are a lot of things that I would like to do. (learn how to ride a motorcycle, fire a gun, stuff like that) And even if these aren’t things I do on a regular basis, I just want to be able to say “hey, I’ve done that.” I feel like sometimes I miss out on a lot of cool stuff because my husband and I always butt heads when he’s trying to teach me something, or because I’m just too nervous about him teaching me something. I guess because I’m afraid of being bad at it, of him getting frustrated with teaching me, whatever–stupid things like that. I psych myself out a lot when it comes to doing things that I KNOW he’s going to be good at. It’s stupid, I know. I can’t really explain why I do this, or what makes me feel so weird about when he’s teaching me something. I got the same type of feeling when he came to martial arts with me a few times after his deployment, and we had to spar each other. I knew that he would be better at it than me, I mean damn, he gets trained in fighting and killing people for goodness sake, so if he weren’t better than me at sparring, I would be scared.
I just want to experience things I guess. Experience more things. I might not like all of them, but I just want to be able to say that I did it. I just don’t want to regret not doing something, because I’m scared. I don’t mean like I’m going to go jump out of an airplane or something like that, but things that I could easily do.
Anyway, without further ado (or complaints) here are the two photos, one from yesterday, and one from today.
It’s probably best that you don’t ask about that.
Exercising with Turbo last night.
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